It's a crucial point on my road for success. These are the years when I could go anywhere. I could do anything I wanted. No one has set limits for me. But to be honest, that's just a load of lies. Because if I really could do anything I wanted, I don't think this would be it. At all. I wouldn't pressure myself into these years of stress and wondering if each little moment of studying for my future will be enough to actually get me there.
So why am I here? We always say "our road to success," but when we hit a speed bump or we have to wait to get what we want, we are afraid it's deterring from our dreams. If we would stop to realize that "the road to success" is an actual road, not just the destination, maybe we would save ourselves heart-ache and stress.
Because, whether I realize it or not, this is a piece of the road. A piece of this crazy puzzle that we still haven't put together. And, no matter how hard we try to figure out the end, we are still missing what we need to see the whole picture. We don't understand that. We constantly think, "it's cool. I know exactly how my life is going to turn out. I've got all my dreams figured out." But in all reality, we maybe have one or two pieces of this crazy puzzle. We have no clue about the whole picture.
So for now, I'm not missing any chances. I'm going to live as though every second is a piece of that puzzle. Because I don't know about you, but I want to see that whole picture...