There's nothing more heartbreaking that true love. It hurts, it bleeds, it spreads through your whole body in a way that forever changes you.
I truly adore someone so much, I have tried everything to get just one step closer to them every day. The distance is killing me.
Every day, when he goes on living his life without me, it kills me a little more inside. No matter how much I love him and no matter how much I want to just hold him close, in the back of my mind I know he can still make it through the day without me, no matter how much he wants me, too. I sleep with a pillow next to me, clinging on to it like he was here. I fall asleep only because I dream that I am one day closer to seeing you again. I refuse to dream dreams without you in them; I can't keep myself from thinking about you all the time.
I can't wait to see you again. I'm tired of being apart.
