Gambling: you walk away worse than you started. After all, the house always wins.
So, who has the winning hand when you're gambling with love? Is risking all of your chips worth walking away with what you will get in the end?
I have been debating weather taking a chance is worth losing what I already have. Do I take the safe route and leave when I'm breaking even, or do I throw all of my chips on the table and pray that the risk was worth it? Would I be happy with what I walked in with, or would I be happier with nothing at all?
I've risked a lot just trying to find love. Finally, I rolled enough 7's to find a place where was comfortable. But, is being comfortable what I even entered the game for? Is being comfortable the same as taking no risks?
I have risked so much for just one roll of the dice in my love life. I have bet it all on this one guy for years, not allowing myself to walk away from the table until I win this one hand.
Sometimes, I feel like I will never break even. Sometimes, I wish I had never entered this game to begin with. Nothing I will walk away with will be worth all the dice I have rolled. Then again, the game isn't over yet.
