I wish I could do more than just believe what I write. Every day, I wish I was brave enough to live it. I wish I could be brave enough to show that I'm confident in myself, even though I don't have the perfect body. I wish I could approach my future in a positive way. Most of all, I wish I could learn to move on from failed relationships and heartbreaks and really use them as a learning experience. I wish I could forgive and forget like I want to.
There are some people I haven't been able to let go of, not matter how deadly they are to my life. There are some people I think about every day, no matter how much I need to move on. I cry over them. I lose sleep over them. No matter what the saying says, there are some people who are in your mind that don't deserve to be in your life. I truly believe that with all of my heart. Some people may be in your mind for a reason, but it is only to haunt you.
I wait for the day that they will realize what they lost. It's that last piece of closure, no matter how egotistical it seems. Every day, I think about if it will be the day that they will be miserable without me. I have been hurt by love, and so I ruin my love life more by waiting for people to want to love me.
I wish I could tell every person who is haunting my mind what I truly feel about them, but I know I never will. I'll haunt myself with a fear of confrontation while they haunt my love life.
