Ranting time. This is your warning: the contents of this blog may not be a exciting/weird to you as they were to me. At this point, I am just putting what's on my mind on paper...err the internet... THIS SERVED AS YOUR WARNING. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
The last 5 nights, I repeat, 5 nights, I have had the same themed dreams. They all involve myself, 10 years from now, living out every aspect of my future that I've rarely thought about.
My first dream showed me, at Saint Paul's in a wedding dress, walking through the saber arch on my wedding day (military? intriguing...) to my hansom husband at the end of the aisle.
There were white flowers leading the way. I saw my wedding party, full of 5 of my closest girl friends, exactly what they were wearing, what priest was officiating the service, who the husband in my dream was (wowzaaa), exactly what my dress looked like (and it was the one I've been in love with for years, so it was super accurate). EVERYTHING! I heard Joyful Joyful as I walked down the aisle, played and sung slowly, the old gospel style. I saw all of it. It was exactly how I pictured my wedding; exactly who I wanted there, officiating, exactly what I wanted people wearing, the exact colors and flowers. I saw it all. I blew my mind, but I shook it off.
The next night, I had a dream it was Mother's day of that same year, after marriage, and my husband and I had our mother's and fathers, sisters and brothers, everyone over for a family dinner. I announced to everyone, including him, that I was pregnant. A roar burst over the room. For a dream, it was very realistic.
The next dream was me finding out I was having a little girl, and the dream after that consisted of buying a house and painting a nursery. The final dream showed my little girl, blond hair blue eyes in a pink dress, learning how to walk and playing with my husband.
All of these dreams never had the "dream" affect on me. They never had a single part that was unrealistic. And, it took place within 10 years of my graduation. All of this really will happen 10 years from now. I will get married, have kids, a home of my own, a career, everything. After high school graduation, this will become my life.
The weird thing is, most people would be a little weirded out by these dreams, no matter their abilities to melt his/her heart. But, I loved them. I loved knowing that these were the kind of things I have to look forward to. For a while, I've been dreading the end to my senior year. But thinking that this is what I have to look forward to, these are the memories still to come, I love it. I want more of these dreams. No, I just want this. Now, I just need to get this guy.
"I might have to wait, I’ll never give up. I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck. Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you'll come out of nowhere and into my life. And I know that we can be so amazing. And baby, your love is gonna change me. And now I can see every possibility."
